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so dont expect any long blogs anytime soon .. im down to one hand to type with haha so yesterday i decide im gunna take a hit dumb and break my elbow .. some bitccch was coming hcore fast towards me and for some very odd reason put my hand out to push her away, and my arm got launched back breaking my elbow AWESOME ,loove it .. actually it sucks haha and im getting all these right handed and just general arm jokes on me .. for instance someone goes to shake my right hand and i have to use my left and it juuust doesnt work haha or someone was like HEY catch and im holding something in my left hand haha and i twitch .. love my friends haha this hurts too much to type these few worrrdsssss .. faaaaaaaatttt .. but told mandy and allison a lil bout my injury :) hahah peeeaaace OUT * -SMUG

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so i've been told my ranting blogs are missed. maybe i should write one once a month or something, pft im slacking geeze.
anyway , the last month has been crazy busy and crazy emotional for me. I play hockey everything flipping day of my life and i LOVE it , me and my ex lover broke it off and still fight every single day, my best friends mom died & that broke my heart even more, its just been reaaaallly crazy.
Hockey is amazing, haha honestly if i didn't have hockey I'd probably go crazy.. its takes my mind off everything and my minds been cluttered full this month.
Me and my ex lover continue to fight every single day, even though we ended our relationship 3 weeks ago. We show more emotions now towards each other then we ever did, its pretty crazy. I'm getting really sick of it tho to be honest...
My best friend mom died almost two weeks ago .. and its been a really hard time. Not only is my best friend only 14, she was also crazy tight with her mom. Her moms death was out of no where and no one got a chance to say goodbye. Really makes your appreciate what you have in life.. the wake and the funeral were one of the hardest things ive personally ever been through and she wasn't my mom so i cant even imagine the pain my best friends feeling right now . We're all here for her, but sometimes you just need your mom .
I NEED A NEW JOB. GAWD i hate the TAN STAND MORE THEN ANYTHING .. and i don't use the word hate very often .. im thinking of applying at tim hortons but im scared of getting rejected hahah .. i just need money soon, and the tan stand money isnt enough .
This blog sucks .. hopefully i'll get back into my blogging ways and have more exciting things to talk about . peace out - smug