I'm on my moms laptop, haha its pretty cool.. like i go on it all the time but i never wrote about my life on it .. haha typing on a laptop like this makes me feel all professional or something, like a business woman. I think its cause i have such an ambition to be a business woman, like when i go on trips with my luggage i like to wear like dressy clothes, haha i feel like all professional.. its so weird, but i love it!
haha anyway!! My parents went to cuba for a week, its kind of cool like with just me and my bro, like we have some responsibilties but its cool because we can kind of do our own thing. Like the other night i didnt get the car home until like 1215 . and like it wasnt even a big deal to my brother. But if that happen with my parents, being 15 mintues like would be "unnacceptable" and i would get grounded. haha i just love them not being home for a week.. but i do miss them,
So relationships are FUCKED .. friday night was actually the worst night ever, and saturday wasnt as bad but still pretty bad, we fought and fought. Its actually horrible. We decided we need some time apart, like no talking for a while.. and so far its kind of working out?. I went out last night, had a little bit of fun.. but at the end of the night he was still the one i wanted to talk to .. but i resisted my urge to talk to him, as i am doing right now .. its hard to go from talking to someone everyday,several times a day ..to just not talking at all . Im not real sure what i think about it . but i know its still bothers me, because he just signed on and my stomach turned..ahhhh he just messaged me ........