it feels so wrong not to be with you,its getting harder to stay away

today is a new day .. im looking at a alternate way to get over him, instead of fighting with him every night which is only hurting both of us more.. im going to hand write letters . chessy i know .. but almost nessecary ?. i feel as though a couple months without expressing my feelings to him may be good , but at the end of the couple months i can give him th letters , without the arguments .. he'll just know how i feels.. ill get over it much better . i wrote thefirst one . its great , i feel good.. i cant believe how much i love him,and how much he loves me .. were two completed different people, this wont work .. its so unlike me to be so serious about something . im surprised at myself more and more each day