the big game

In approx. 1 hour, i will be playing the biggest game in my hockey career(pft) haha. My coach pulled me aside at practice the other day and asked me if i was alright, i replied with a common answer " yeah coach im fine?" and then he went on about disappointed he is in me. He said " Heather two games ago you were my best forward, now i don't know what has come over you.. but you need to pick up your socks, im really disappointed in you" or something along that lines. That hurt a little, cause i realized i let my personal life get all wrapped up in hockey .. when hockey should just be about hockey. Tonights game i will be ready, without anything in my mind except HOCKEY. I love it ,and i cant let that get away from me!! Wish me luck , i may need it tonight .