"If we leave tonight and drive fast enough
All of our troubles will be just like us
Long gone, baby" -Carrie Underwood
Wouldn't it be nice if life was that easy? just being able to leave your problems behind and get away.I'd be the first one to get in my little blue corolla and drive 120 down a dirt road and just run away from my problems, if they stay away for good.
So the math exam was worst then i thought it would be, so hard. I actually broke down half way through and shed a couple tears.But that is so over with, and i never want to see that teacher again ,eulk
I am officially done caring about relationships, if i wasn't in love with this boy it would been so done. It would be more then done, this relationship would be DESTROYED. Stupid love .. what am i even doing .. i don't know how to love someone, i don't even know how to love myself ! He treats me like shit sometimes and im in love with him , whats up with that.I feel like im more of a hassle to him ,then a girlfriend. As much as it would hurt me for him to end things, it would be for the better. I don't really consider him a boyfriend right now, not after how big of an idiot he is to me.He ruint my day , and my night. and thats not fair to me..
Made me realize how much my friends help, without even noticing.I was sitting home tonight being depressed and craving gatorrade and i asked my friend to come get me haha.. so off to the irving i went with a van load of my friends and although the night was almost over, they made me laugh and right about now, i needed it. Love you guys hahah -smug
So the math exam was worst then i thought it would be, so hard. I actually broke down half way through and shed a couple tears.But that is so over with, and i never want to see that teacher again ,eulk
I am officially done caring about relationships, if i wasn't in love with this boy it would been so done. It would be more then done, this relationship would be DESTROYED. Stupid love .. what am i even doing .. i don't know how to love someone, i don't even know how to love myself ! He treats me like shit sometimes and im in love with him , whats up with that.I feel like im more of a hassle to him ,then a girlfriend. As much as it would hurt me for him to end things, it would be for the better. I don't really consider him a boyfriend right now, not after how big of an idiot he is to me.He ruint my day , and my night. and thats not fair to me..
Made me realize how much my friends help, without even noticing.I was sitting home tonight being depressed and craving gatorrade and i asked my friend to come get me haha.. so off to the irving i went with a van load of my friends and although the night was almost over, they made me laugh and right about now, i needed it. Love you guys hahah -smug
3 comments:
haha you only mentioned that because i read this hahaha jaime
ps too bad you're not allowed to drive your corolla anymore. =/
aha no no, you my bff ?! haha i know , god that sucks
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